...therefore I am

I am interested in politics,literature and many other areas where people make their intellectual ,ideological and emotional investments.But after decades of my association with literature and other discourses nowadays I feel that my inner self is more attached to folklore and local history .I am engrossed by a strange awakening when I come across a new information regarding a folk custom or one related to the history of a remote village.During those moments I experience a serene pleasure which is incomparable and undefinable.Often I feel that my creative activities will take a turn to the better if I attain the integrity to be totally truthful to this emotion and attachment.

On Spiritual Exercise

Often I feel terribly lonely and sad.There is only one way to escape from this. I have to train myself to feel serenity in my lonliess.I should involve in some sort of spiritual exercise which I myself should find totally independent and genuine.Perhaps I may not find a spiritual exercise suitable for me other than the activity of truthful writing.